the smell of sharpened pencils..

school started this week! fun, fun.

it's actually not so bad. my only complaint so far is PARKING. oh my word, it's ridiculous! but that's nothing new at forsyth tech. i'm taking 6 classes this semester, and i'm hoping i'll be able to keep up.

i got my 4 wisdom teeth cut out last week....it was pretty bad. i'm still having a few issues but at least i don't look like a chipmunk anymore.

the twins have been sick this week with fevers, coughs, and vomiting. poor babies! but they were feeling some better today, thank the Lord. but, sadly i have a sore throat now. we are not surprised! i always get sick.

and that's pretty much it these days.

ohhh wait...i forgot! this guy i used to absolutely love back in the day (still have a spot in my heart for him) when i was into lots of bad stuff contacted me recently. end of the story is he was trying to be all friendly with me which blew me away and gave me all kids of mixed feelings..and then he told me it was only because he wanted drugs and didn't know if i could get him some. and then apologized for not thinking of my feelings. WOW, THANKS A LOT! i feel super special now butthole!

the end.

i feel empty.

there are moments in your life when you have everything well put together...then there are times like these!

i have no idea what's going on anymore. i feel like different things fall apart everyday and i can't keep up to save my life! my brain has been on overload now for years (i say that as if i'm an old woman, ha, i'm only 20. how sad). i'm doing what i can for now, and i hope it get's better, i really do!!